Doing everything

“…for Joseph did everything, and Yahuah perfected it.”

-Jubilees 39:13

I can’t help but ponder the word “everything” in this quote. We all want God (Yahuah/ YHWH) to make our work prosperous and perfect and productive. Most days I feel like I am doing the same things over again that I did yesterday: washing dishes, laundry, sweeping the floors, changing diapers.. This list goes on. These things are necessary but rarely feel “productive.” Sometimes it’s nice to accomplish something that isn’t undone by the next day or hour. Motherhood requires a servant’s attitude. Not that we should put our own needs aside and let ourselves go. Even though it seems there’s limited energy by the end of the day to squeeze in another person’s need, which is usually our own. I’m working on that aspect of motherhood!

I am still learning Biblical Hebrew, so finding the translation for the word “everything” in Jubilees 39:13 will be a treasure to seek out as I get to know the language better, but I can compare other verses of Joseph’s life and see that Joseph knew God’s commandments from Abraham’s words that he wrote.

“But he [Joseph] did not surrender his soul, and he remembered Yahuah and the words which Jacob, his father, used to read from amongst the words of Abraham…” Jubilees 39:6.

Ok, so Joseph knew the commandments and followed them. And he was prosperous in all he did. Joseph was enslaved and imprisoned. Is it possible he didn’t always feel prosperous and productive? He served with the joy of God’s Presence in his heart and was blessed. He worked and did everything, and Yahuah perfected it. Holding fast to His Word requires us to know His Word and turn to it in all manners of feelings and circumstances. To turn to it for encouragement when we aren’t feeling so joyful, and to remember Him when we are.

I’m going to strive to have an attitude like Joseph. Commandments and Words held fast to my remembrance while I do everything the day demands, and with the faith that Yahuah will perfect it as He sees fit.

Glow Worm Parenting

Intentional parenting is exhausting. It takes mental and emotional energy to stop and make eye contact, to smile at your child’s soul when they are looking at you, and to answer with an intentional tone. I know if I’m giving attention with the glow of a screen on my face, it’s not going to count. It makes me irritated and short tempered to try and “multitask” with whatever show, podcast, or social media feed that has managed to rope me in. Investment parenting requires fullness of attention, even if it’s just for a few minutes. This very short blog post took me a whole day to write due to the amount of interruptions of the 4 children I have at home! How many snuggles, giggles, and treasures invested into my precious children would I have missed out on if I chose to be a Glow Worm Parent, stuck in the light of the blue screen!

One Step

One step forward in the right direction is what it takes to reach a goal . Combatting perfectionism takes faith that the step will be more than enough to gain momentum in the future. We were Designed to walk one step at a time. Have you ever tried skipping all day to get from one place to another? Maybe that should be a tik tok challenge…